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no sleep arghhh & now work
This piece was collaboration between me & Bonnie where we were both inspired by the Hindu Goddess Kali (obviously). We wanted to do a modern take on her image & also relate it to Bonnie personally as opposed to just a direct depiction of Kali herself.
The name Kali derives from the Sanskrit word 'Kal' meaning 'time' so we wanted to create an image that conveyed this. We decided on a theme of using 6 different objects to be held in the multiple arms that represented the passage of time from birth to death & which also symbolised life & death in general. We chose a (live) snake, flower, egg, heart, (dead) crow & skull.
We were fascinated with using Kali's image for this project because both me & Bonnie both have a interest in this deity & we liked how she also tied in with the themes of a divine mother figure (Kali ma) & dead animals (Kali is said to carry away the spirits of slain animals). People who know Bonnie will know that she does taxidermy as a pastime; so all of this linked together nicely to create a personal piece for us both.
I'm looking forward to 09 being a bit less manic than 08 & having more time for art & projects... So whilst I'm in no hurry to tackle any photo project that requires this much shopping any time soon, I am looking forward to doing more photo projects in general that I've had on the back burner for ages. So many ideas, so little time.
accomplished
I'm currently trying to finish a lot of half done art but I'm finding it hard to be motivated as I feel in a bit of a rut & all arghhhh about living here etc...It kind of leaves me in a state of having all these ideas but then not being able to physically apply myself & get on with it -_- it's annoying the hell out of me! Guess I'll just have to force myself & then hopefully it should all flow a bit smoother from there.
I have lots of things to update about life etc blah blah but cannae be arsed....so maybe another time :P
Other then that I am ill atm which is shit as wanted to go out tonight to see David play @ queen charlotte with Leech Women & Animal Dying Sounds...grrrr fucking stomach! Not pleased >_<
xDDx
creative
...& A close up of the heart...
xDDx
In other news I am feeling much more happy ^_^ been going out & having fun with my mates & have been enjoying my life. I've been going for walks about & enjoying all the beauty of the countryside in autumn, The forest was amazing the other day! Serene with only the movement & sound of leaves falling down from the sky & a symphony of colour... gold, browns, orange & red. Autumn always makes me want to paint & take sepia photos :)
I'm also beyond happy over what my lovely Nanny has managed to sort out for me ^_^ She has talked a local taxidermist into teaching me! I was so overjoyed when she told me this that I cried. It's something that I've been wishing to learn & do for so long & now it’s finally going to happen. The guy who's going to teach me knows it all like the back of his hand as he's been doing it for like 30 odd years, I couldn't hope for a better teacher. I still can't believe that he agreed to do it 0_0 as normally taxidermists are, as a rule, very clicky about their craft & not really willing to share it with other people. So I feel very fortunate about it & extremely grateful... it’s going to be so cool!
The other day I also got a message from Adam Powell asking me to star in a music vid he'll be making for the band 'Architects' I'm super stoked about this as they are such a brilliant band & I love working with Adam, It's always so fun :D So should be filming it in different loacations over different weekends, which is also a bonus 'cos I get to drive to & visit new places, which is something I really like doing. So this is something for me to really look forward to... even if it is making me miss being in a band -_- Grrrr. I tried last year to be in a band again but it just wouldn't work out due to me having to work in the evenings. I hate my job for making me miss out on so much I love, I'm extremely sick of it! Ah well not long to go until I'll be quitting. New year, new start. I just want a 9-5 or something, working evenings is shit! So once that all happens I'm going to make a point of doing all the things that working evenings has prevented me from doing... So I will find another band to be in as It's something I have a real passion for & My vocals have gotten so much better since I first started ^_^ I still practice nearly everyday while driving to work & when I'm on my own at home hee he, I will attend much more gigs, do more art, Take up evening classes at college... & well, generally live my life more. It's going to be so liberating the day I hand my notice in!
Not got much planned this week... I;m going up London tomorrow for a family get together to celebrate my cousin's little boy's 1st birthday ^_^ he's so cute! & On Tuesday I'm going out to London for a 50's themed dinner & piss up with Bizarre magazine which should be really fun... was a mission to get work to let me have it off but I've luckily got my own way :P So going to go & meet up with some mates as well. I can't wait to see Laura again, it sucks that she lives so far away. O & sugar if yu're reading this I have your birthday prezzie that I'll bring with me. It's uber random hee hee.
Well anyhoo, not much else to say, just thought I'd update... I'm going to go sort out some more of my myspazz page now & get some food in me. I'm starving!
xxxx
ulorin_vex for not making the T.G birthday ball… sadly life all went a tad tits up for me around that date & I couldn’t make it. I didn’t have any dollah & was having a few relationship issues etc at the time (all resolved now which is good…) So I’m really, really, REALLY sorry… & gutted that I didn’t go! But if yu’re going to The summer ball on the 7th july I’ll 100% defiantly be there as I’m going there for birthday celebrations (my birthday’s on the 12th) Should be a really good night :)
I like this shot a lot. It was my idea based around a piece of art work I did a while back called ‘The monthly Bleed’ Which was of a girl with her inner parts showing (like in a sex education book) then with blood running down her legs. I like how Marc’s shot & cropped this, I think it works really well.
Still feeling shite... Still didn't get much sleep. I was totally feverish last night & having the most fucked up dreams ha ha... I'm sure yu all know the kinds. Where they are totally warped & very lucid. I had one (well yet another one...I had a similar one last week!) Where I was fucking Manko with a strap on *ahem*... I'm going to be sooo embarrassed when I see her at the T.G birthday ball -_- & Then to make the dreams even more strange I had this other one (or maybe it was all the same one?) Where I was at some random person’s house party thing & every one was wasted... They then started eating bananas from this massive bowl full of them on a coffee table. But the bananas were actually penises!!! It sounds funny, but it was really fucking disturbing!...I imagine that this must of happened to someone before on an acid trip ha ha. It was all like peel the skin down & there yu had this gross, pulsating penis... & too make it worse they were wriggling about like big fat caterpillars & people kept waving them in my face & trying to get me to eat them, suck them or whatever...
...This gave me the fear & I awoke in a hot sweat.
At least no one was biting the penises & causing a major gore fest in my dream... They seemed more intent on all crowding around me & waving them at me, then eating them themselves. & Bonnie yu & Natt were well being right shits about it!!!! Though seeing Natt lick this penis banana thing was pretty funny... after I woke up. In the dream it was just freaky!
In hindsight I guess it was a pretty cool, if not odd dream & it would make a cool concept for a drawing or photo lmao. I'll have to do something based around it sometime soon ^_^
I think I have penises & sex on the brain.. hmmm can defiantly tell I haven't had any in a while.
Anyhoo I'm now going to make a start on finishing my art as I'm not feeling so nauseas right now :) The docs gave me some antibiotics so hopefully I will be fighting fit again in no time.
xDDx
O my god... This is probably the most Ill I have ever been!!!! Words can not describe how wretched I feel right now. I have this horrible Viral infection thing which is mostly in the chest/throat. Basically I am having MASSIVE coughing fits nearly every damn minute... Combine this with shivers, hot sweats, extreme nausea, no appetite & sleep deprivation & yu pretty much got it. I look & feel like death!!!
It's odd because I norm don't suffer from colds like this, If I do get a cold they are never that severe & only last two days or so... This mother fucker came on Sunday evening after my shoot with Morganna & has progressed into a monster virus that I thought last night may either kill me or cause me to suffer some sort of stroke. My heart defiantly didn't want to keep on working last night lol.
I have so far had the grand total of 2.5 hours sleep... I crawled into my bed at about 10pm last night but the sandman just did not want to pay me a visit. This really, really did not help my situation... I don't think I've ever actually gone as deliriously mad as I did last night, All I wanted was to fucking sleep!!!! It got to the point where I was thinking of insane ways to knock myself out (some very dangerous, which had I of tried may of not ended up all too good lol) I tried everything! In the end I resorted to running myself a bath full of lavender oil at around 5am & necking some random sleep aid pills I found in the kitchen. & eventually I got to seep... only to awake again about 3 hours later with full blown 'OH MY GOD I'M GONNA VOMIT!' alarm bells going off.
In short; Last night fucking sucked! & If it happens again tonight I might end up topping myself in some bizarre act of trying to fell asleep.
If yu're reading this
I feel your pain hon... I'm assuming yu have the same or similar bug -__-
Well anyhoo to lighten the mood.... My shoot on Sunday pre illness went rather well. I think I could have done better though lol :P I was nervous as hell & had lots on my mind. But Morganna E-mailed me some of the pics over & they look fantastic! So I'm really happy with them & I can't wait to work with her again... especially since I know they will be even better the next time when I'm on the ball.
So just wanted to say as massive thanks again for Sunday, yu were so lovely & yu really lifted my spirits *hugs*
As I've been stuck at home all day bored as can be I decided to finish off some of my poor neglected art. I haven't been able to sit & do it all in one go though... because as soon as I concentrate on something for to long the waves of nausea start to creep up again. I've even already had to walk away then come back to writing this 3 times!!!! grrrr. The pics are looking great now they have some colour in them. I've had all these outlines sitting around for a-g-e-s & they've been fucking me off. Today I've been working on some more fetish related art...I drew a bunch of outlines out when I did my dick head piece & really meant to get round to colouring them in before now... 'tis bloody shameful! So I've almost finished my double ended dildo, rubber maid piece & my Bukkake kitty piece… O yes, mucho sex toy, cum & penisage! & BIG boobs! Fingers crossed I will have them all totally done by tomorrow night then I'll post them up. wooot! Then I'm going to start on my road kill 3 piece as that's needs doing still & prob also some more fetish ones I drew out in rough. I've got some cute gagged girls & pony girls that are just begging to be drawn up in their proper glory & then coloured in ^_^
I’ve also got to but some modrock so I can make my Asian porno octopus sculpt. I will need to get kev to help me with the cast stuff though lol. It will be very messy & fun.
I’m fucking loving my fetish based art right now, I’ve definitely found a theme/style that I’m in love with & What’s more is that I have this stream of constant ideas for stuff to draw for it. I could do a whole books worth at this rate :P
Well I'm now going to attempt to get some sleep again, so I'm going to go jump in a nice hot bath again as that did the trick last night.
Laters.
xDDx
p.s sorry for any grammar or sp mistakes… I’m ill & can not be assed!
Today I have been rather bored & A bit meh due to certain reasons I don't really wish to go in to... well not until I know the full extent of it. Fear not though, I'm sure I'll let yu all in on it sooner rather than later. I'm trying not to let it ruin my good mood, Keeping my chin up at the mo :)
I randomly decided to play with the macro on my digi cam this afternoon as I was curious about what my eyes looked like close up lol. They look rather neat ^_^ they’ve got all these awesome patterns & these bands of amber/greens running through them... see:
I have pretty windows *smiles*
Other than that I've been packing my stuff for a shoot I'm doing withthrenodynvelvet
Hmmm I really do need to get round to sorting out my bloody myspace page -__- I'm actually starting to feel guilty for having not replied to so much mail or accept the 100's of friend requests I've got. grrr I think there's a problem when yu start to feel guilt over a website! ha ha.
It's all fun & games really... I've got another twat with a fake pro on there pretending to be me http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fus
I also had some random girl message me, after reading about my contraceptive implant giving me excess body/facial hair on my L.J (happy to say that's improving now the bloody thing's removed) . She said something along the lines of:
'Oh my god! I can't believe you can just go ahead and admit to people that you have excess body and facial hair! You're mad! I would be so ashamed if I had that problem 0_0 Don't you ever worry that people who have read about this from your journals will take the piss and tell everyone?'
...Bless them. I had to laugh. The bottom line is: I DO NOT CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE CHOOSE TO THINK ABOUT ME
If people want to take the piss then whatever... it doesn't concern me. I'm not ashamed of any of my flaws. Hell, I'm far from perfect & I'm not going to swan around pretending that I am some goddess without any faults. I am comfortable in my skin. Yes Obviously I would rather not have the excess hair, But at the same time I'm not ashamed of it & I'm not going to pretend that I haven't got the issue. I'm more than happy to admit all of my bodily imperfections because the shallow bullshit really doesn't concern me. Other peoples ideals & vanity issues are utterly inconsequential to me.... I am above that & For all the people that will take the piss & whisper behind me back; Please go ahead, Be my guest... I'm happy to be your source of bitchyness if it will make yu feel O so better about yourselves & feed your egos.
& While we're at it, have a little more ammunition... go on take your full.. We can’t have starving egos can we?
The bee sting breasts that hang from my chest,
The rib bones that jut out like keys on an xylophone,
The protruding hips & collar bones.
The eyebrows that grow to meet in the middle if I don't pluck them out religiously,
The hairs that I shave off my big toes, on each side x 3
The eczema in the crooks of my arms, neck & upper back,
The dark under my eyes from the sleep that I lack,
The white lines on the top of my thigh that criss cross,
The mottled skin tones that look like marble table tops,
The veins in the backs of my knees like blue serpents sleeping & coiled up,
The indents of a few dimples on my big butt, (A.K.A cellulite)
The excess body hair on my legs, arms, stomach, face... well just about everywhere
& The fact that none of this vanity matters & That I REALLY don’t care.
Now do yu see why I am beautiful?...
I want anyone who’s reading this to reply with this little exercise. Come on don’t be afraid to admit your faults to yourself & anyone else. They are just as much yu as the good parts. Yu will also find that once yu are happy to admit them instead of trying to disguise them from others (& sometimes yourself) They really won’t bother yu half as much. Go on try it, I promise it will make yu feel better.
xDDx
A brutal slap of realization strikes swiftly…
& Skin that aches with desire bruises most delicately.
Blues & purples settle to stay, as all these broken capillaries bloom like divine flowers.Their sheer beauty insane.
Your finger tips; White hot. They leave lines all over. Tracing out intricate maps on my twitching flesh, marking everywhere that yu’ve been…
Touch tasting everything that yu’ve seen.
Devouring me in a cannibal lust & burning holes where yu linger in your favorite spots….Just a little too long.
Just a little to long.
Discomfort sets in & I push yu away…
…& I hide my face from yu…
…& I close my eyes to this…
…& I count to 10…
…& I seek that feeling…
& I wonder…
Just where it is that yu have hidden?
(c) Dominick Destruction 14/04/07
I did manage to finish my room spring clean today which is good. I feel pretty positive now it's all been de-junked. It really is amazing what an effect it can have on your mental state just sorting through all your physical rubbish...I think it allows yu to then work on the mental junk aswell. I also got some art done. wooo! I've finished My 'Road Kill 2' pic & 'Road Kill 3' is getting there ^_^ I also made some cute 'lil kitsch deer things out of fimo clay. I think I'll make them into necklaces or something..
I'll post pics of the art later as I need to go pic Kev up now.
Laters.
xDDx
Ha ha... Yu know when yu really get a song stuck in your head & the only way to get rid of it is to listen to the song?
Well I've had that problem with this one song all morning (It's so bastard catchy!). It's from the disturbing flash animation by Mr. Firth of www.fat-pie.com Called 'Milkman'. I kid yu not I prob watch this on a weekly basis... It never bores me!
...Sadly watching it never gets it out of my head, It only makes it worse!
Go see:
http://www.fat-pie.com/milkman.htm
Then see if yu can get it out of your head! lol
My plans for today are as follows:
That is all...
xDDx
So Ummm yeah been a pretty mad week…. I went to London last weekend for the Torture Garden Easter ball & it was even more awesome than I ever dreamed it would be ^_^
Kev came with me & we met up with one of my internet buddies Laura when we got there. Laura was also there with her mum & dad who are really into the fetish scene (What great parents!!! I wanna swap lol).. It was ace to finally get to go to one of the T.G events & to meet all the people I speak to online in the flesh. hee hee. (All the other times I was supposed to go to these events something cropped up that prevented it! grrr)
I really wish I’d taken pictures of us, ‘cos me & my sugar looked da bomb! :D I wore my semi-transparent, purple with black trim/frills dress by ‘Delicia latex’& Backcombed my hair all massive. Kev wore some of my black latex leggings & a corset, Along with a blonde cosplay wig. He looked yummy. So yummy in fact that he made some gay guy in
The event itself was held as Mass nightclub in Brixton, which is this really neat converted old church. It’s got lots of rooms & lots of stairs (which was not so great!) One room was playing lots of random music like polka etc & had stage performances, another was playing dance/sleazy house & then if yu went to the downstairs room it was a massive dungeon! (also playing spiffing music might I add!)… Needless to say I did some dancing about & watched some performances but We spent pretty much the whole of the night in the dungeon/play area ;P We then proceeded to watch & join in with all the fun. I still have a bruised ass & Kev still has lots of nice welts on his back lol.
The best thing about the whole night & the club was not the venue, the clothing or the music… it was the people & the atmosphere. I guess It’s hard to describe unless yu go there, but it’s just a breath of fresh air! Seriously, It’s so refreshing to go to a club where it’s not just a meat market full of predatory wankers trying to chat yu up & get yu drunk to take advantage, Not full of people flaunting the latest designer clothes in order to impress all the other shallow people & Not full of people judging people on their looks alone. There were people of all shapes & sizes walking about at T.G with next to nothing on, or nothing! & no one was judging them. Instead it is an atmosphere where everyone was respecting one another. Like one big family.
Even though obviously the night is based around sex & sexuality; there was no pressure around that & no one there that made yu feel uncomfortable. Unlike normal clubs where if yu wear something even slightly revealing yu have every guys there being lewd & trying to grope yu! It was so totally relaxed… Honestly, there were people doing all sorts but it didn’t feel weird or uncomfortable in anyway. instead it felt like the most caring & liberating atmosphere yu could ever hope to be in. & I can’t wait to go back!
Then to top the night off, as everyone was leaving they gave everyone this pretty little bag full of flyers. 500 lucky bags were winning bags that had a free ticket in them for the ‘Latex summer ball’ In
I’m also100% going to the T.G birthday ball end may, so hope to see lots of people there again. Not sure what I’ll wear yet.. I’m thinking maybe something involving a latex hood ^_^ We’ll have to see…
Ha ha, one thing that was really odd last sat was seeing my mug all over the place :P
It was so cool to be on the flyer for an event as amazing as that. I feel even more honoured now I’ve actually been!
Oooo also I got the new bizarre this week… Mucho drunken pics of me in there *hangs head in shame* That night was soooo fun though. Awwww memories ^_^
I need to meet up with some of those girls again… & as a pleasant surprise a piece of my artwork got printed in the same issue in the ‘reader art’ section. I had no idea they were even going to use it lol.
Here is me & Le Bonnie being drunk & pretty:
It’s just occurred to me (not that I’m complaining…) that I’ve been in print an awful lot recently which is nice. It feels good to know that your work is being acknowledged enough for this to occur. Apart from the T.G flyer & the bizarre mag stuff, I’m also going to be featured in the next issue of ‘Devolution magazine’ for the ‘model spotlight’ section & Satanic sluts are using me in their new book to be published worldwide, not only in the content but they’re also going to use one of my images as the front cover!!! & I’m getting paid lots for it. Boo yah! This makes me happy as I need dollar.
…Erghhh hope all that didn’t sound like I’m bragging >.< I’m just excited & proud, so I wanted to share *hugs*
Anyway enough of all that what else do I have to report?...
O yes! The dreaded curse!!! *cries* As some people may or may not know… I have not had a period for nearly a year. This was because I was on the contraceptive implant… Having no periods is a great little side effect of this device, sadly so is excess hair on my body/face & spots it would seem…. So the implant had to come out. I’m hoping the bad skin & hair will disappear quite soon. If not I’ll have to make them check me for polycystic ovaries… meh.
So once the implant was taken out they’ve put me straight on to a pill called cilest. So far so good…My skin is getting better & my moods are being great. I’ve finished my first pack yesterday & now I’m on the 7 day break in-between. & I am REALLY, REALLY terrified of having a period! I know this sounds retarded but I’ve kind of forgotten how they feel…All I remember is that I used to get them bad! I’m worried it’s going to be really gross & painful to make up for not having one for so long. I’m in a state of constant paranoia just waiting to come on. I’m sure I’ve got nothing to worry about… *crosses fingers* If it’s bad I’ve always got some co-codamol I can neck :P
So I’ve been feeling a bit shit all day due to this… a combination of the fear & getting over a cold -__- But I did get treats through the post today to cheer me up! My brand spanking new Latex leggings came from ‘libidex latex’. *screams in excitement* They are beautiful & fit like a glove. I did a little happy dance when I got the pack. I think the post people thought I was a bit loco :P
Here’s a pic of them:
Are they, or are they not the sex!?
I think as far as latex buying goes next month I’m going to avoid wasting money on eBay & instead save up for some really nice latex stuff… I’ve got my eye on quite a few bits & bobs.
I was planning on doing some artwork today as I have so many unfinished pieces of work…. But alas I didn’t get round to it. Instead I’ve been giving my room a proper good spring clean. It’s taking me a-g-e-s… I have to much junk damn it! But I did find some cool things I thought I’d lost & also I feel better now my room is in state of order & calm. I didn’t get to do any art though so boo hiss!!!! I’ll have to do some tomorrow instead.
I managed to do some last Friday though which was nice. I’m really happy with it as it’s a piece that I’ve wanted to do for quite a while. I just hadn’t been able to find a taxidermy scarab beetle…
Check it out:
The scarab is painted with gold paint & the back ground wings & solar disc are painted in water colour on some thick cartridge paper. I then mounted the lot into a frame which I painted black. I think it’s neat ^_^
The label under the scarab says ‘Khepri’… Which means ‘coming into being’. Khepri is a form of the Egyptian god Re, as the rising sun & the scarab beetle is the symbol of transformation, light out of dark, rebirth & self creation.
…Just so yu know. :p
Anyhoo I’m off to hoover now…
xDDx
P.S
I forgot to post this link before…
http://www.adam-powell.com/video.php?vid
This is the super cheesy Send More Paramedics vid I was in lol. All good fun.
P.P.S
HEE HEE! Look what I found on an Old floppy disc :D It’s Blossom & Saraghhh!!!
*sigh* I miss yu guys… I’m really pissed that I didn’t get to meet up with Sara when she was down. Fucking work & illnesses.
This bottom one is defen my fave... Lol I gotta love the gags ;P & the fact Bonnie made masses of drool is such an added bonus!
I'm going to be doing some photos for Blossom soon as well, I can't wait! They're gonna rock :D I just need to get the stuff that's required for them, then we can shoot away. WOOT!
xDDx
hyperOk... so hands up everyone who thinks Some drugs such as Ecstasy are dangerous….
.....
To all those who raised them up; yes yu are right... But yu are also wrong.
There has been a lot of studies going on recently into the dangers of drugs & their widespread use (the results of all the research came to light months ago but they were deemed to controversial... only now have they started to surface again) Their research was completed after covering all fields of drug use, including alcohol & tobacco. & It may shock yu to learn that what yu thought was a 'socially acceptable' form of drug use, is actually WAY more dangerous than taking an E on your night out.
Yes it's true….
All those drug education lessons the government force fed yu through school/the media are one big lie. & they knew this….
Even in light of this now rock solid evidence... (proven by some of the worlds most highly regarded scientists, including some members of the government’s own top advisory committee on drug use & drug classification) The government still insist that they are not prepared to look into reclassifications for class A drugs such as E, nor are they prepared to make alchohol/ciggarettes a class A drug... even thought they ARE more dangerous than E in so many different ways.
They have proven that drinking alcohol is more addictive, more socially damaging & more damaging to physical & mental health than popping a pill. But shhhh it’s a secret….
The government DO NOT WANT YU TO KNOW ANY OF THIS.
So unsurprisingly enough this has not been featured in the majority of the countries papers, nor has it had much coverage on the t.v news… it’s mainly been through the internet (where the government has less control over the media) . & Once again this has been swept well under the carpet as quickly as possible. But it seems that years of sweeping the truth under there has left it all looking a bit lumpy & provoked some people to take a peek….
What annoys me about this isn’t the fact I condone drugs & wish for it all to be legalised… I both agree & disagree. No, what really winds me up about this is the extent the fuckers have control over our minds/lives. For example… I’m sure most people who are reading this have dabbled in one sort of illegal drug or another at some point. And I’m sure that when they took that drug they felt nervous, worried… even afraid just before taking it. Now I’m sure they didn’t feel these things because they thought ‘I shouldn’t be taking this. It’s illegal & I might get in trouble with the law’ Instead they were feeling like that because they have been brainwashed into the whole government spin of ‘DRUGS ARE BAD’ …‘DRUGS WILL KILL YOU IF YOU TAKE THEM’ …‘DRUGS MAKE YOU TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROLL’…
Yes, what it all boils down to is a misguided fear that it’s dangerous & could kill them so easily.
But as we all now know this is just a load of bullshit!...
The government has been manipulating everyone all their lives over this, Be it through school or the media. & I’m sure yu have all read in a newspaper at some point that some poor teenager has died from taking an E while out partying… & I’m sure lots of people believe that E is really dangerous & kills lots of people every year…
But the truth is that once again this is all carefully constructed lies to get people locked into the mindset that drugs are very dangerous. instead with most of these stories that have been run in the papers throughout the years about E related deaths the actual truth behind them is that these poor people either died through having an allergic reaction to something in the pill (VERY rare) , died as a result of drinking a stupidly excessive amount with the pills which caused liver/kidney failure or died because they drank way too much water (something the government advised people on doing if taking E/speed!) & ended up drowning themselves & totally flooding their system.
Infact what may really shock yu to learn is that less than 10 people die every year as a result from taking E alone, & as I said ; these are mostly due to allergic reaction to something in them.
A third of young people have tried E & around half a million people do them every weekend with no ill effects what so ever!
…. So ummm yeah They are REALLY, REALLY dangerous….
We all know that they're quick to report on a E realted death but do the government/media print about all the alcohol related deaths that happen every year?...
Of course they don’t! That would be silly… we’d be reading the about the same thing everyday!
Because the fact is thousands of people die every day as a result of chronic alcohol consumption… & even more scary is the fact that one person dies everyday from acute alcohol poisoning.
.... Ooops they forget to educate us with these little facts.
& something else I find very disturbing is the depths they will sink to in desperation to portray E as such a dangerous drug. They classify so many deaths as E related deaths which had nothing to do with the actual cause of death resulting from taking them! Which in my eyes is fucking fiddling the figures & bending them to suit their own needs.
True examples of this are:
A).Girl on E falls down some concrete stairs (also pissed as a newt might I add) she suffers massive head trauma & dies a few days later in the hospital…& yeah this then goes down as an E related death.
B). 20 year old bloke on E gets hit by car while crossing a very busy main road & dies instantly… once again this gets put down as an E related death.
Then most shocking is…
C). Women Overdoses on Heroin. Traces of E & cannabis are found in her body (note this is 'traces'… not that she was on them on the day she O.D'd)
Shock Horror; This is yet another one that goes down as an E related death.
… Yeah they will do anything to bump up the figures & make out that a pretty safe thing is dangerous.
So tell me again… why is E illegal while alcohol is fine?
The answer is very simple….
MONEY.
The government will NEVER legalise pills or make alcohol/cigarettes illegal because it will leave them with empty pockets.
Think about it….
They know full well that E is safer than Drink but they will not let yu know this because….
Drink is expensive, the government earn a lot of money through taxes & VAT with each alcoholic beverage that is purchased. The people who aim to get sloshed to have a good night out will spend well in excess of £20 pounds (£35 in
But with an E yu can get just as high & merry as a nights boozing from just taking the one. & One only costs yu around £2.50-£3.00… & the government don’t get any money from this.
… So of course they’re not happy for yu to know the truth at all.
Some people might argue here that it’s a good thing that the government get money from us from drinking/smoking & that it would be really bad if everyone stopped buying alchohol & instead popped an E. But that is wrong… the government would actually save a fortune if alcohol & cigarettes were made illegal through the sheer cost (drain!) on the NHS it causes each year. But then again… they don’t want us to realise that either. They couldn’t give a fuck about saving all this money through the hospitals because the fact is; that all the money saved in this way wouldn’t be going straight into their pockets! They prefer it when they have the money straight away to mess around with…after all it’s harder for people to keep track of it & question where it’s all going when it’s done like this.
Now what really should be (should have been) done is; have all drugs classified fairly & have more HONEST education about them & their use. & Have people taught how to take them safely as well as taught why they shouldn’t. Because at the end of the day everything is going to be bad for yu in excess… it’s all about moderation & responsibility.
They should also have the drugs made in a controlled environment so that people know what they’re taking isn’t cut with crap!...& then if they did this they could sell them the same way as they do now with drink...(though they still wouldn't make as much money)
like hell is that ever going to happen anyway! The goverment do not want yu to have fun! :P Esecially cheap forms of it....
So in conclusion Alcohol is worse for yu than taking a class A drug… what yu thought was safe is infact more dangerous than what yu thought was really bad for yu. & once again we learn that we are lied to & have to accept the fact that this will never change…
But I'm not saying do drop acid now or pop pills instead of consuming alchohol... All I'm saying is be a bit more wise to the situation & don't judge the people that do choose to do them. After all... They are no worse than yu & all the other people puffing away on their cigs & drinking like a fish.
If yu want to know a bit more about the studies of this please visit this link:
http://society.guardian.co.uk/drugsandal
(remember this is based on how addictive the substance is, how harmful it is both to physical & mental health & how socially damaging it is…)
1). HEROIN
2). COCAINE
3). BARBITURATES
3). STREET METHADONE (A.K.A Crystal Meth)
4). ALCOHOL
5). KETAMINE
6). BENZODIAZEPINES (Wide ranging class of prescription pain killers)
7). AMPHETAMINE (Speed)
8). TOBACCO
9). BUPRENORPHINE (Opioid drug used to treat Opiate addictions)
10). CANNABIS
11). SOLVENTS
12). 4-MTA (Amphetamine derivative sold as ‘Flatliners’
13). L.S.D
14). METHYLPHENIDATE (Amphetamine- like drug that’s used to treat ADHD!)
15). ANABOLIC STEROIDS
16). GHB
17). ECSTACY
18). ALKYL NITRATES (A.K.A Poppers)
19). Khat
Anyway…. Yu may have found that interesting or yu may have found it one big annoying rant lol. Either way just make sure to always use your head & challenge everything the media tells yu. Remember….
Don’t believe everything yu read.
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