In other news I am feeling much more happy ^_^ been going out & having fun with my mates & have been enjoying my life. I've been going for walks about & enjoying all the beauty of the countryside in autumn, The forest was amazing the other day! Serene with only the movement & sound of leaves falling down from the sky & a symphony of colour... gold, browns, orange & red. Autumn always makes me want to paint & take sepia photos :)

I'm also beyond happy over what my lovely Nanny has managed to sort out for me ^_^ She has talked a local taxidermist into teaching me! I was so overjoyed when she told me this that I cried. It's something that I've been wishing to learn & do for so long & now it’s finally going to happen. The guy who's going to teach me knows it all like the back of his hand as he's been doing it for like 30 odd years, I couldn't hope for a better teacher. I still can't believe that he agreed to do it 0_0 as normally taxidermists are, as a rule, very clicky about their craft & not really willing to share it with other people. So I feel very fortunate about it & extremely grateful... it’s going to be so cool! 
The other day I also got a message from Adam Powell asking me to star in a music vid he'll be making for the band 'Architects' I'm super stoked about this as they are such a brilliant band & I love working with Adam, It's always so fun :D So should be filming it in different loacations over different weekends, which is also a bonus 'cos I get to drive to & visit new places, which is something I really like doing. So this is something for me to really look forward to... even if it is making me miss being in a band -_- Grrrr. I tried last year to be in a band again but it just wouldn't work out due to me having to work in the evenings. I hate my job for making me miss out on so much I love, I'm extremely sick of it! Ah well not long to go until I'll be quitting. New year, new start. I just want a 9-5 or something, working evenings is shit! So once that all happens I'm going to make a point of doing all the things that working evenings has prevented me from doing... So I will find another band to be in as It's something I have a real passion for & My vocals have gotten so much better since I first started ^_^ I still practice nearly everyday while driving to work & when I'm on my own at home hee he, I will attend much more gigs, do more art, Take up evening classes at college... & well, generally live my life more. It's going to be so liberating the day I hand my notice in!

Not got much planned this week... I;m going up London tomorrow for a family get together to celebrate my cousin's little boy's 1st birthday ^_^ he's so cute! & On Tuesday I'm going out to London for a 50's themed dinner & piss up with Bizarre magazine which should be really fun... was a mission to get work to let me have it off but I've luckily got my own way :P So going to go & meet up with some mates as well. I can't wait to see Laura again, it sucks that she lives so far away. O & sugar if yu're reading this I have your birthday prezzie that I'll bring with me. It's uber random hee hee.

Well anyhoo, not much else to say, just thought I'd update... I'm going to go sort out some more of my myspazz page now & get some food in me. I'm starving!

xxxx